January 2010
its not fair.
its not fair its not fair its not fair its not fair its NOT FAIR. ugh. i hate this feeling. its not fair that i will never know what that feels like, to have the plans that i thought would come in place, and i know this is as good as its going to get for now on. its not even real anymore. its not fair that i can drop everything that has been going wrong in a second and i cant have the same be done...
okay so I get mad a lot.
When my group of friends can’t go out. And when my group of friends that can go out, are out. And when my boyfriend wants to do his own thing. And when My PARENTS are out. And when my group of friends that live WITH me, are douchebags that I hate. And I’m home, doing nothing. Everyday. Until every friday. Which is only till 6. Until Monday - Thursday when I’m in school. So I do...
whats a word for "I told you so" ?
I always seem to get things my way. Something I always wanted to know what it felt like just happened. Its just funny how it happened now, and in this timing. Not that its of use to my life now, but its just a what if thought.
ANYWAYSSSSSSSS,
Im watching teen mom right now & Tyler is about to propose to Catelynn. AHH! I love this show even though I don’t support teen pregnancy and...
Lookbook me. →
Do you remember?
cause I don’t.
the five people you meet in heaven. Mitch Albom
On my “read” list.
“Not anyone can become a great artist, but a great artist can come from anywhere.”
its
wednesday, the thirteenth.. my cousins birthday.. my anniversary.. and the day i took practice regents -_- which made me really tired. BLAHHHHHH :(
“Its not always rainbows and butterflies.”
too many people
are dying that i know, and its really creeping me out. Although we werent the best of friends I just found out that one of my old bestfriends boyfriends Danny died and its really sad because we all went to school together and he was really cool. I have a good memory and I remember him making leslie stand in the corner of the hallway bcuz he told him “he could do it like that” and I...
sighs.
I miss you. Terribly.
“Boys and girls, its coming to an end.”
I hate cliches,
but im having ice cream for dinner, listening to sad love songs that remind me of my own relationship (… we had it all, we were just about to fall, even more in love - then we were before♫) & It feels like Im going to be like this for a very long time.
I THINK THERES SOMETHING WRONG HERE . -_-
Last day of Christmas break.
I have never had such a horrible christmas break. It was extremely boring, I barely saw any of my friends [the little that I DO have, that is] and quite frankly it felt like I was on break for friggen 7 hours.
Okay so this was my “Intended List” of things to do over break. The ones crossed out are the ones I accomplished…
Go to movies with friends or BF
Go iceskating!
...
“I was 19. My American roomate was shocked by me, she asked where I learned to...”
– excerpt from The danger of a single story